I was going to a therapist for my own
healing back in 2008, and with every session, I was realizing how
amazingly light I was feeling. I was blessed, as my therapist was
teaching me a lot of things about meta physics and spiritual science.
Since I was learning a lot about myself
– about how this world is actually operating; I also started expecting a
lot from myself (the tendency to be strict with my self and be harsh on
myself is something that took quite some time to go).
One day I made a mistake; a silly one
and I thought to myself how could I do it when I now know so much! I was
furious at myself, I went into my room and banged the door in anger and
decided to meditate.
I sat down on the floor and closed my eyes… to my surprise I calmed down within 3 breaths.
I started taking deeper breaths and within 7 to 8 minutes I reached a state where I could not feel my body anymore.
Suddenly with my closed eyes I started
seeing a beautiful deep blue light as if I was looking at a galaxy. It
was expansive and serene. I instantly started feeling calm;
Suddenly in this blue vastness tiny
white sparkling dots started appearing as if stars are shining far away
in the galaxy and within few seconds these stars aligned themselves in a
way that a face was created..when I looked keenly it was a shiny
outline of a face of a small girl smiling at me. She was pleasant and by
this time I had completely forgot about what state of mind I was in
before starting this meditation.
This beautiful little girl peeped at me
from behind the wall of deep blue sky and within a fraction of a second
she jumped out from behind the wall and started swimming as if the deep
blue space was water.
I was mesmerised looking at her; as I
watched her swim effortlessly from the top of my visual going downwards.
After swimming a certain distance she would touch a star and then move
on. It happened 3 to 4 times and every time she would touch a star it
started glowing even more.
I was watching all of this as a silent
intrigued spectator till this time and then I had a thought “what is
this that she is touching? and how come it is brightened by her touch?”
The answer came out that these are chakras.
Next rapid question was “Wait! Who’s chakra’s?”
Then my body reacted and suddenly I realised that all of this was happening within me.
aaah what a feeling!
This pretty little girl was swimming
inside of me and was healing, energising each of my energy centres with
her ever lasting pure bliss!
A beautiful lesson came out and I could actually feel these words:
‘don’t burden your self with adulthood, be the child that you are deep within,
pure joy, pure bliss, pure energy!
drop the ego and go through life with the child like energy.
that is divine !’
and I slowly opened my eyes with a broad smile on my face.